I'm really tired!! I'm dissapointed of you!! I'm angry with you!! but I can't do this, the words can't come out from my mouth!! I don't know how to express these to you!! You never change!! Still the same, you don't care of me!!...

It has been three weeks after we had argued and last compromised about our relationship. We have to muse what our fault each. We need care each other, you didn't consider me that I care of you and so do I. Since that time I'll try my best to make you feel that I care and adore with you. But today I feel you seem you don't understand my feeling, you neglect my effort to care with you. I know I have made many mistakes so may be I dont deserve to get your care. But though it hurts, I still love you, my love for you defeat anything... If I have to choose between losing you or hurt, I'll choose the second option, hurt... I'll feel more miserable if I lose you than pain...